Looking out the window

I wish someone told me the truth about the world. We are always told the world is a kind and beautiful place, but i dont see that. But i just started to realize as time goes on the world becomes a worse place to live, but i guess we have no choice to live here. Nowadays there are so many things to worry about . Alot of people say the world is going to end in 2012 I laugh because im not sure if thats suppose to be a good or a bad thing.